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But, um, that's not why I'm writing this. I just thought I'd let you all know about my terrible day...
As you've probably noticed, There are no deviations in my gallery! What how can this be? I had like 200 yesterday! Did I go in and delete all of them? No, no I didn't put in the effort to do that, all I did was move everything to storage. Why? Um, I don't really like anything on my deviantart at all, aha. Like I'm still getting favorites on some stuff, but I just don't like any of it. I've been pretty bad at doing any form of art at all for a while now. I mean I've done some decent BIGBANG stuff, but yeah I unno I just don't feel like uploading any of that. Joke yo man I've been arting like crazy up in my new tegakie wow oh wow it's actually pretty great yea. But the rest of everything still stands...
I basically only use my deviantart to talk to my friends but like I have their phone numbers so I don't even need to do that.
So yeah, if you guys want to unwatch me or whatever, be my guest. I won't really be uploading drawings anymore.

With all that said, I have some less upsetting news! I've been contemplating purchasing a BJD (ball jointed doll) for ages now and so I'm pretty happy to announce that I finally bought one! He's gorgeous, aha. After spending forever researching molds, I've decided on a Migidoll Cho. His name is going to be Baek Minhyuk and he is going be a KPOP obsessed fan boy because I am a terrible person. His payment was confirmed yesterday, so I should have him by Christmas! Oh yeah little Minhyukie has been here for like almost a month now? I dunno, it's been a while. I did his faceup all by myself! Okay well it's basically the crappiest thing ever but I'm still sort of proud I did it all by myself. Other than that, I couldn't afford to get him any nice clothes so I had to make him his own jeans and this shitty tank top and I haven't put any effort into making him anything better. I plan to buy a new wig for him in addition to the right eyes. I'll probably buy the clothes first ha...
He's named after B-bomb, kind of resembles a GD-Dongwoon hybrid and dresses like Park Kyung. I have no regrets for what I have done to myself.
Minhyukie actually has a pretty interesting story that I hope people will appreciate. I'm thinking about maybe uploading him on here, but who knows aha. This might just become a doll DA, but no promises...

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_{the moral of this story is stop making gifs shaeeta}

_{this journal is dedicated to a special someone who he don't love like i schedule}

_{Actually, that title is a complete lie because I'm doing pretty great. I just wanted to put that there because when TOP says jaemieobseo I fhajk a little.
Just thought I'd catch all those people who are still on this site up on what's been going on with me this past year. God, a lot has happened. So I'm officially a high school senior now. Can you believe that in a year I'll be graduating high school and hopefully going to college? I'm a both shocked and stoked right now. Yesterday I found some old notebooks of mine and decided to go through them. God, there was this one I found that was from sophomore year and it was just a bunch of journal entries between my friends and I. Oh, and another one was this amazing fanfiction I collaborated on with my friends in middle school. I unno, I guess it just really weird'd me out how those things were from years ago and how fast time moves and blah blah blah. I've been here for a long time and I've met some great (and not-so-great) people on this site. I even ran an amazing group for quite some time. You guys are wonderful and it feels so great to have been with you all for so long. I can't say I'll ever love DeviantART as much as I once did, but it's been pretty great. I'm definitely not leaving officially, but I don't know how much of a regular I'll be anymore...
In other less sentimental news, this summer has started of wonderfully. I've already gotten to hang out with my friends at least once every week since we went on break, and it's just been wonderful. I'll be leaving the country soon too, so there's that to look forward to! I recently got into the Korean band BIGBANG and am freaking out because the ALIVE mini album finally came in the mail and I'm sure I'll ruin the CD by replaying every song so much but whatever I can't get over it. Also, I just got paid today! It was my first day helping out my art teacher, which is going to be a weekly thing, and it was so much fun. All the little kids I get to work with are really nice and super cute and I get paid decently too! All in all, I've had a really good few weeks and I'm grateful for that.
Hope everyone else has been doing good too!}